Our Love Story
I know what it feels like …
I know what it feels like to be told, you’re too fat, men don’t want fat girls. I have been told countless times, if I could just lose the extra weight, men would fall instantly in love with me because I am such a cute girl. I know first hand what it feels like to be in so much gut-wrenching agony and feeling as though, you will never find the right soul to love you fully, deeply and unconditionally.
I know what it feels like to be left, physically hurt, belittled, berated, scared, scarred and misused. I know what it feels like to be divorced, cheated on, grasping and scratching to find an ounce of dignity as you move through your daily routines but wallowing in this dredge and pain deep inside because you fear to be alone.
I know what it feels like to have hope escape you and feeling like nothing really matters because you can’t find a man to see the value in you. A man to support you and hold you tight and wipe your tears and remind you everything is going to be alright.
For many years I drowned in my own tears and pity was my constant companion until a small voice on the inside guided me to believe one more time. To build hope and work diligently on me until I felt 1000% happy, pleased with myself and my life. I worked for six months day in and day out doing everything I could, reading everything that promised to help me transform and turn my life around.